In the Space of a Heartbeat
by Sonya and Erin
Prologue
1996:
A Chevrolet Impala pulled up across the street from Hemery High
School in Los Angeles, but no one noticed, least of all the four
girls standing on the front steps gossiping about the next school
dance.
"Is Tyler taking you?" one girl asked.
"Where were you when I got over Tyler?" demanded a
gorgeous blonde with a smile even brighter than her pink outfit.
"He's of the past."
She is so beautiful Angel thought from the protection of
the Chevy with the shoe-polish-blackened windows. For a split
second when looking at Buffy Summers, he felt a sense of
wholeness creep over his soul. His hand started to reach for the
door latch as his longing to help and protect this girl--the
future Chosen One--washed over him. In Angel's mind, Buffy was
more than she was right now--he could see her as she could be: a
strong, vibrant woman saving the world from vampires and other
creatures of darkness.
"Tyler would have to crawl on his hands and knees to get me
to go to the dance with him," Buffy continued, gesturing
with her lollypop. "Which, actually, he's supposed to do
after practice, so I'm gonna wait."
"OK. See ya later," one of the other girls said, but
Angel didn't even notice. The man, or perhaps demon was a better
word, next to him shifted in the driver's seat, but Angel was
oblivious.
Whistler, a self-proclaimed "good demon," elbowed Angel
in the ribs, pointing to a portly man walking across the lawn.
"That'll be her Watcher," Whistler hissed, excitement
coloring his voice. "Just wait, any second now she's gonna
get called."
"The Watchers do the calling?" Angel asked, confused.
"No!" Whistler replied. "It's a strange, mystical
force. A Slayer Essence if you will. It goes from one girl to the
next after a Slayer's death. But this time the Watchers know when
it's gonna happen. The last slayer is a mental vegetable. They're
turning off the machines today. Probably already have. Any second
now it's gonna happen. Shut up and watch, OK?"
Angel started at the Watcher. He knew that this bittersweet
moment would change Buffy's life forever. Yes, she would become
the Slayer, and she would grow strong and mature, but the
innocence that exuded from the simple schoolgirl would be lost.
And, as Angel knew better than anyone, once innocence was lost,
it could never be regained.
The loud squealing of brakes caught Angel's attention and his
eyes darted back to where Buffy had been standing. She was gone.
"Oh, shit," Whistler muttered under his breath.
"Where is she?" Angel demanded. "I can't see
through all this shoe polish."
Whistler shook his head and put the Impala in reverse, angling
the car so the vampire could see. Angel looked out the window,
ducking to avoid a sunbeam. When he raised up again, he saw it. A
black pickup truck stopped in the middle of the crosswalk that
led from the school lawn to the football field across the street.
A tall young man with a shock of dark hair and a terrified
expression stood next to the truck. "I didn't even see
her," he moaned to anyone who would listen. "She just
darted right out in front of me."
"You're supposed to yield to pedestrians, you jerk!"
yelled one of the girls that had been hanging around Buffy on the
steps. She tried to slap the boy, but another student pulled her
away.
A crowd had begun to form around the truck, but Angel could see
something that would have made his heart stop with dread--if he
still had a heart. Buffy's hair lay in red-stained tangles
against the black asphalt. Her tanned face was white, and her
eyes were closed. Buffy was obviously unconscious. But the most
horrifying thing was the unnatural way her legs were bent behind
her. Angel squinted and thought he saw the white glint of bone in
the punishing sunlight.
"Is she going to be OK?" the driver of the truck cried.
The boy looked like he'd stepped into his worst nightmare. A
woman, probably a teacher, touched his arm. "Don't worry,
Bobby. Someone's already called the ambulance."
A man in a cap with a whistle around his neck leaned over Buffy's
fallen body. He touched her throat. "She's alive," he
called, and a wave of relief went over the crowd. But the relief
didn't extend to those in the car.
"Look," Whistler said, pointing to the lawn. Angel
looked and saw the Watcher standing dumbstruck. Then the portly
man simply turned and walked away.
"What's going to happen now?" Angel demanded, looking
at Whistler with despair-filled eyes. "How can an injured
Slayer save the world?"
Whistler shook his head. "She wasn't called. She's not the
Chosen One. The powers will go to someone else."
"Someone else?" Angel repeated. The words didn't make
sense to him. "But what about Buffy?"
"She's just Buffy Summers now. She's just a human."
Angel heard ambulance sirens in the distance. He rolled up the
window slowly, as if in a daze. Whistler started the car, and
drove away from the accident.
"Where are we going?" Angel asked a few minutes later,
mostly just to drown out thoughts of Buffy.
"Sunnydale."
"Sunnydale?"
Whistler nodded. "There's still going to be a Slayer, and
that's where she'll end up. You're needed there to help her stop
the Master when it's time for the Harvest."
"But Buffy..."
"Get over Buffy!" Whistler slammed his hand down on the
top of the steering wheel. "Buffy isn't important anymore!
You have to help the Slayer!"
Angel looked blankly at Whistler.
"The next girl in line was called instead of Buffy, and the
new Slayer will go to Sunnydale," Whistler explained slowly.
"That's why the Watcher left--to call the Council and see
who the prophecies say is the next Chosen One. Do you get it
now?"
Angel said nothing, and let Whistler drive wherever he wanted.
Part One
Sunnydale, California
1997
Dawn was a long time in coming. Buffy Summers couldn't sleep. The
boxes towering around her in her new room in the house she and
her mother, Joyce, had just moved into made unusual, scary
shadows on the light pink walls. Buffy's legs ached, and she
couldn't sleep. She knew it was a phantom pain, but that didn't
make it any better.
At a little past three o'clock, her mother stuck her head in the
door. Buffy smiled. "Hi, Mom."
"I didn't mean to wake you up," Joyce said with a
concerned-mother look. She came in and sat down on the edge of
the bed. "Are you hurting?"
Buffy nodded.
"You're scared about tomorrow, aren't you?"
Buffy nodded again. After the accident, she'd broken both her
legs in several places. She was in traction for months and
months. Then the doctors let her move on to a wheel chair, then a
walker, then crutches, then braces and finally she was able to
walk again. Intellectually, Buffy knew her legs were healed, but
sometimes they still hurt. The doctor said her legs would tell
her when the rains came. Buffy knew from experience that her legs
ached when she was stressed or upset. They'd ached like they had
right after the accident on the night her dad finally moved out
of the house. They'd also ached the night her mother told her
about her new job and their upcoming move to Sunnydale.
"I miss Daddy," Buffy whispered.
Joyce looked pained. She laid a hand on Buffy's knee. "I
miss your daddy, too," she admitted. "But you know that
we tried to work things out. We just couldn't."
"It was because of me, wasn't it?" Buffy's voice was
almost a whisper. "Because of all the stress after the
accident and all the doctor's bills and things..."
Joyce looked horrified. "No, Buffy! Never, ever think that!
Your dad and I both love you very much. We just aren't in love
with each other anymore."
She paused, wiping her daughter's tears away. "And that's
why Sunnydale will be such a great new start for us. I've got a
great job at the gallery. They really need me here. And Sunnydale
high had a wonderful reputation. I think you'll benefit from
being in school with fewer people. I know you tried to pull your
GPA up after you missed so much school, and you did so well
catching up with your lessons--and now, you've got a year and a
half here in Sunnydale to finish the job."
Buffy hugged her mother. Somewhere deep inside she still believed
that she was the cause of the divorce, at least partially, but
her mother always made her feel better. Buffy was able to push
the fear back under the surface where it belonged.
Smoothing Buffy's hair back, Joyce said, "Will you be able
to sleep now?"
"I hope so." Buffy smiled a little.
"That's my girl," Joyce said. "I'm sure, once
tomorrow, the first day, is over, things will get back to
normal." Joyce patted Buffy one last time, and kissed her on
the forehead. Then she tucked the girl in firmly, and left the
room.
Buffy snuggled under her quilt, relieved that for now the pain
had lessened. But tomorrow still loomed. Things hadn't been
normal since Bobby Brunswick hit her with his pickup truck.
Sunnydale High might be the perfect place for her to excel
academically with smaller classes and college prep options, but
normal--popularity, the phone ringing off the hook, girls hanging
on her every word, boys lining up to ask her out--the accident
had stolen all that from her, and Buffy didn't think she would
ever get it back.
From her bed, Buffy looked out her curtainless window. She could
barely see a tiny silver of moon over the top of the house next
door. She wondered what everyone else was doing underneath that
very same moon.
The moon was just a small sliver of light in the otherwise black
sky, illuminating the rows upon rows of tombstones with its
ghostly pale glow. Xander decided that the moon seemed lonely
without the stars out to keep it company during the long night.
Twirling a sharp, wooden stake between his fingers and humming a
song that he'd just heard on the radio, Xander walked between the
many graves, still feeling like an intruder even after all these
months of patrolling. It was like he was trying to fill someone
else's shoes, but they just happened to be about 5 sizes to
large. So now he was stuck tripping over his own feet in this
clownishly oversized foot apparel that would never fit him
properly, no matter how much he grew or changed ...
metaphorically speaking, that is.
Looking down at his own black boots, Xander grinned. His slaying
abilities might be in question as of late, but his shoe size was
happily still the same as it had always been. "The more
things change the more they stay the same," Xander mumbled,
quoting a book he'd read somewhere, though for the life of him,
he couldn't remember the book's name. Scholastic aptitude had
never been his forte.
Suddenly, Xander's musing was cut short by the sound of wood
splintering and breaking nearby. Gripping his stake tightly in
his right hand, he jogged toward the sound, weaving around the
tombstones with an ease that only one familiar with the
graveyard's layout could possibly possess. Rounding a rather
large mausoleum at breakneck speed, Xander skidded to a halt in
front of a tombstone engraved with the name "Owen
Thurman" in bold letters. Coming from beneath the freshly
piled dirt was a pair of pale, bony hands. "Too bad,"
Xander murmured sadly as he watched the vampire continue to claw
his way free of the earth. "Owen might have been a little
too into his Emily Dickinson, but he definitely didn't deserve
this."
Xander waited until the vampire formally known as Owen managed to
pull himself completely from the ground before he moved in, stake
in hand. The newly born demon tried to fight back, but he didn't
stand a chance. After all, Xander had been trained by the best.
Avoiding the thing's sloppy punches and kicks easily, Xander
stabbed the vampire through the heart with his stake and quickly
stepped back as it exploded into a pile of dust, coating Xander's
new leather jacket with the nasty brown stuff.
Though he was busy trying somewhat unsuccessfully to brush the
vamp dust off of his clothes, Xander still wasn't surprised to
hear a voice shout out from behind him, "Too slow,
numbskull! If there had been any more of them you would be dead
right about now!"
Xander smirked, turning around to face his own worst critic.
"Yeah, whatever," he replied, rolling his eyes.
"I'd like to see you do any better, Wheels."
A young girl who looked to be in her late teens was sitting
behind Xander, partially concealed by the shadows of the
mausoleum, though even the darkness couldn't completely hide the
fact that she was sitting in a wheelchair. "Just give me
half a chance, Harris." Sonya Parker gave her protege a hard
look before allowing the hint of a smile to escape, briefly
lighting up her face and making her blue eyes sparkle
mischievously.
"I saw that smile," Xander announced with a grin.
"Now don't you start going soft on me, Parker. That would
turn my world all askew."
Sonya laughed, allowing Xander to guide her wheelchair out of the
graveyard. "Oh, horror of horrors, Mr. Chosen One!" Her
voice was practically dripping with sarcasm. As they made their
way through the cemetery gates and toward Xander's car, Sonya
looked up at the dark haired boy and stopped him with a raised
eyebrow and a puzzled frown. "Did my ears deceive me or did
the word 'askew' just escape your lips?"
Xander picked Sonya up, carefully cradling her in his arms as he
carried her over to the passenger side of his old, beat-up jeep
and placed her inside. As he was folding up her wheelchair and
placing it behind her seat, he replied, "What can I say?
I've definitely been spending too much time with Giles. His
vocabulary is starting to rub off on me." Xander finished
getting her wheelchair stored and then he hopped into the
driver's seat and gunned the engine, pulling out of the
graveyard's parking lot with a squeal of tires. "Don't tell
him I said so, though. He'd never let me hear the end of
it."
Sonya smiled as the wind whipped her chestnut colored hair around
her face. "Your secret's safe with me, Harris."
The next morning, Buffy got ready for her first day of school
quickly. She showered and pulled her hair back into a pony tale.
That alone gave her a sense of accomplishment. After the
accident, her mom had made her cut her hair--it was too hard for
Buffy to take care of in a body cast. Now it was finally long
enough to be pulled back. Then she pulled on a white shirt with
buttons, a pair of khaki overalls and her favorite black boots.
The boots came up underneath her pants legs to mid-calf, giving
her legs plenty of support.
Buffy grabbed her backpack, complete with notebooks, folders and
pencils, munched a piece of toast for breakfast, and then hopped
into the car with Joyce. They pulled up at the front of the
school a few minutes later.
Joyce looked at Buffy. "You're all registered and
everything. You should just have to stop by the office and pick
up your schedule. Do you want me to come in with you?"
"No!" Buffy said quickly. Then she looked at her mom
and softened. "I mean, I'd love for you to, but to have my
mommy with me on the first day--it would be the kiss of
death." Buffy grinned, and Joyce followed suit.
"All right, dear." Joyce gave her a hug and a kiss on
the cheek. "Have a wonderful day. Meet lots of new friends,
and I'll see you at five."
Buffy kissed her mom back, and then hopped out of the car.
"Lots of new friends, right," she muttered as she
started the long, lonely walk up the sidewalk to the front doors
of the building.
"Ooof!" Buffy grunted as someone bumped into her, hard.
She was knocked off balance, and fell to the ground. Papers the
other person had been holding scattered with the breeze.
"Now see what you've done!"
Buffy looked up and saw a tall, beautiful girl with thick brown
hair and an angry expression.
"Who do you think you are?" the girl demanded as Buffy
got to her feet again.
"Buffy Summers," Buffy replied, leaning over to gather
up some of the papers.
The girl snatched the papers back. "Well, you've ruined
everything now."
Buffy caught a glimpse of one of the papers. It said: Cordelia
Chase for Prom Queen. Underneath was a picture of the girl
standing in front of her.
"Isn't it a little early for prom queen?" Buffy asked,
confused.
The girl laughed. "Shows what you know. You have to
cultivate the vote early if you want to win. I'm a junior. I've
got stiff competition from some of those seniors. But I'm going
to be the first junior prom queen in SHS history!"
"Well, good luck," Buffy replied, remembering a time
when a campaign like this would have been all-encompassing to
her. But popularity contests hadn't been an option for her for a
long time.
"Whatever." Cordelia finally tired of talking to the
new girl and turned away.
"Wait," Buffy called.
Cordelia turned back and raised an eyebrow.
"Which way is the office?" Buffy asked in a small
voice, feeling completely intimidated by the beauty in the
skin-tight sweater and black mini-skirt.
Cordelia pointed and then rejoined some girlfriends a few feet
away. The girls all started laughing as Buffy walked by, and
Buffy could swear she heard the blonde say, "What kind of
name is Buffy anyway? Is she a cocker spaniel?"
Her face flaming, Buffy made her way silently into the hallowed
halls of Sunnydale High, hoping that no one else would notice
her.
As the bell rang for first period, Xander made his way through
the crowded halls of SHS with little difficulty. Most of the
students knew to stay out of his way after word of the
"Halloween Incident" had gotten got out, so navigating
the halls wasn't a problem for him. Spying a familiar brunette
walking towards him, Xander sighed. Too bad Cordelia Chase wasn't
intimidated by him; then his life would be a lot easier.
"Well, well, well," Xander said with a smirk, "If
it isn't the Ice Queen, come to honor us little people with her
esteemed presence!"
Cordelia simply raised an eyebrow, noticing the fresh cut on
Xander's cheek, the latest in a stream of injuries brought on by
his slayer duties. "What's the matter, Harris? Did your
father forget to teach you how to shave properly before he passed
out from alcohol poisoning this morning?"
Xander felt his cheeks flame from embarrassment. True, his poor
family life wasn't a secret, but having it brought up for public
mockery like this still stung. In retaliation, he snapped,
"Wow, it looks like you're actually moving on up to
two-syllable words, Chase. Your mommy must be so proud!"
Cordelia just snorted, breezing by him with her precious prom
queen flyers clutched protectively to her chest. Her group of
followers trailed behind her, whispering to each other.
"Gossiping about me, no doubt," Xander muttered under
his breath, trying to convince himself that he didn't really care
what they thought.
Shrugging it off, Xander made his way to class quickly, trying to
beat the tardy bell. His little chat with Cordelia had put him
behind schedule and Mrs. Jacobs would have his head if he was
late to class again this week.
Xander ran the last few steps and darted through the door,
sliding into his seat near the front of the room with mere
seconds to spare. Luckily, the teacher was late herself, so she
didn't notice his last minute arrival.
A few minutes later, the door to the classroom opened and Mrs.
Jacobs walked in, followed by Principal Snyder. Xander briefly
wondered what was going on, but his curiosity was short-lived.
"Class, we have a new student here today," Snyder
announced in his nasal voice. "Please welcome Miss Buffy
Summers." As the door to the classroom opened once again,
Xander felt his heart stop as he watched the new girl walk
uncertainly into the room. She was beyond beautiful. She was
perfection. Her golden blonde hair was pulled back in a simple
pony tail that helped accentuate her lovely features. Her
clothing wasn't trendy like most of the Cordelia wannabe's, but
her plain overalls and boots were just right in Xander's opinion.
However, the thing that stood out the most about her was her
eyes. They had a sadness in their green depths that reminded
Xander of himself in a way. He couldn't quite put his finger on
it, but something about Buffy Summers called out to him; he felt
like he'd known her for forever when in reality they'd never even
spoken to each other before.
Xander snapped out of his daze when he heard the teacher telling
Buffy to take a seat where ever she wanted. He glanced at the
empty seat directly in front of him and held his breath
anxiously, waiting to see where Buffy would sit...
Part Two
Buffy looked around the room a little
nervously, unsure as to where she should sit. There were a couple
of empty seats in the back, but that would mean walking through
the room. Mrs. Jacobs touched her shoulder, and Buffy knew she
should pick. This isn't a hard decision she told
herself. Then her eyes lighted on a chair near the front. She
smiled quickly at the teacher and slid into the seat gratefully.
She sat her backpack down on the floor and dug inside it for a
notebook and a pencil. While her head was turned she caught a
glimpse of someone behind her. Her eyes moved back and met the
deep, brown eyes of a very handsome boy.
Buffy didn't know why she thought him so
handsome. He wasn't the type of guy she used to go for -- slick,
polished, charming, a class president or a football player
(though he did have muscles evident under his T-shirt) --but
there was something about his eyes. Something serious in them
that reflected the serious way Buffy had felt inside since the
accident and since all her so-called friends had abandoned her.
Realizing that Mrs. Jacobs was starting class without her
attention, Buffy flashed a timid smile at the boy behind her and
then settled in her desk to listen to the lecture.
As Mrs. Jacobs droned on and on about the
proper structure of a Haiku, Xander tried his best to pay
attention. However, every time he managed to get into the
learning groove, he would catch a whiff of Buffy Summer's
perfume, tickling his nose with the sweet scent of rose petals,
and then his Haiku-oriented thoughts would scatter to the
proverbial wind. Xander sighed, dropping his pencil back down on
his desk and running a shaky hand through his dark hair, trying
to regain his sense of composure. What is wrong with you?
he berated himself harshly. You're acting like you've never
seen a girl before in your life, you doofus! Now quite drooling
over the blonde and pay attention to what Mrs. Jacobs is saying
before you end up flunking out of yet another class!
However, before Xander could get his
concentration fully back on the matter at hand, Mrs. Jacobs
pulled a surprise out of her hat... namely a pop quiz on the
Haiku. Every student in the class was to write at least two
different Haiku's and turn them in at the end of the class
period, which was in under 15 minutes. Xander pulled out his
notebook and flipped to a blank page. With his pen poised to
write, he paused, trying to think of something to put down. What
is it they always say? he thought to himself. Write what
you know.
Xander began to chew on the end of his pen
nervously as he tried to come up with something to write about.
But what did he possibly know about poetry? Nothing, that's what.
The only things he knew about were ambush tactics and the top 5
most efficient ways to kill a vampire, hardly prime literary
material. Oh, well, Xander sighed. I'm probably
going to end up failing this class no matter what I write, so I
can pretty much write about whatever suits me.
Xander gave up trying to be cool and just
started writing about whatever was on his mind. In less than a
minute, he had written three different poems and was already
working on filling up another page with them. Xander grinned.
Maybe he wasn't so bad at this poetry thing after all.
Suddenly, the intercom buzzed and a voice
announced, "Will Alexander Harris please report to the
library?"
At the teacher's nod of permission, Xander
stood and gathered up his books quickly, thrusting them inside
his bookbag and hurrying up to the teacher's desk to turn in one
of his Haiku pages. Then he made his way quickly out the door,
heading for the library to see what doomsday prophesy Giles was
carrying on about now. In the back of his mind, he regretted not
being able to introduce himself to the new girl, but he shrugged
it off as best he could, telling himself to forget about her.
After all, now that he was spending most of his time killing
vampires and saving the world, dating was delegated to the bottom
of his priority list. However, even though he tried to convince
himself that he was better off without the extra complications
that dating someone would bring into his life, Xander still
couldn't get the image of Buffy's golden hair out of his
thoughts. Amid all of that introspective thinking, Xander failed
to notice that one of his Haiku pages had fallen out of his bag
and onto the floor next to a certain blonde-haired student's
desk.
Buffy watched the dark-haired boy leave
with a small bit of disappointment. She'd spent the whole, boring
class thinking about what to say to him after the bell ring.
Unfortunately, "Hi, I'm Buffy," was the best opening
line she'd come up with, and now she wouldn't even get a chance
to use that. Oh, well Buffy told herself with a small
smile, there's always tomorrow.
And then she got a downer thought. What if
Alexander already had a girlfriend? He probably did. Most good
looking guys already did, so what were the odds that this one was
free and interested?
When the bell rang, Buffy gathered her
papers and shoved them all into her backpack. There was one paper
laying on the floor. Buffy figured it washers, too, and added it
to the bunch in the backpack. On her way out of the room she
handed Mrs. Jacobs her poems about dark eyes and never-ending
love(cliche, she knew, but all she could come up with on the spur
of the moment). Then she made her way to her next class, history.
It wasn't far down the crowded hallway, so she didn't get lost.
In fact, she got there early, introduced herself to the teacher,
and he directed her to a prime seat near a window. Buffy smiled
and sat down. She began rifling through her backpack for her
notebook, when a piece of paper fell out.
"What is this?" she muttered, not
recognizing the handwriting. It was three Haiku's written in a
masculine hand.
I'm living alone
in a world full of danger
no one understands.
Night falls around me
shadows overtake my soul
How can I escape?
Golden Angel, come
rescue me from endless night
Help me find myself.
The passion of the exercise in poetry made
Buffy sit back in her seat. Then she looked up and saw Cordelia,
of all people, coming into the room followed by a bevy of
giggling girlfriends. Buffy quickly folded the paper and slid it
into her pocket. There was no way she was going to share this
with anyone. It had to have been written by Alexander. No other
boys had been close enough to drop it into her stuff.
Cordelia walked right by Buffy's desk and
nudged it with her hip, sending Buffy's pencils rolling to the
floor in three different directions.
"Oops," Cordelia said with a fake
smile. "Sorry, Muffy."
"It's Buffy," Buffy growled,
bending over the pick up the pencils.
"All right, Buffy," Cordelia
corrected herself with a raised eyebrow. Then she turned to her
friends and sat down in her seat, two behind Buffy and one row
over. "Jeez, some people have no compassion."
Buffy rolled her eyes but didn't respond.
Instead she thought about the dark-haired Alexander and the
poetry in his soul.
"There you are," Giles snapped
impatiently when Xander finally entered the library. "It's
about time."
The librarian looked haggard and tired.
There were purple circles underneath the eyes hidden by
wire-rimmed glasses, and his brown hair was not impeccably combed
as usual, like he'd been running his fingers through it.
Before Xander could respond, Giles looked
at the pseudo-Slayer with worry in his eyes. "I need you to
go and find Sonya. I'm worried about her. She didn't check in
either last night or this morning."
His voice trailed off as he thought about
the events that had led them to this point. He was the first
Watcher whose Slayer had been paralyzed in battle. If the Council
knew about Sonya's medical problems, they would recommend
termination. It was the Council way -- saving the world was more
important than one girl's life. But Giles didn't agree with that.
He'd worked with Sonya for a year, and he knew that she deserved
to live. If not for Xander volunteering to slay, Giles couldn't
have kept the secret. But with the lad's help, and some from
Angel - the vampire with a soul - they'd been able to figure out
a workable routine that kept the Council in the dark and the bad
guys terminated, for the most part.
When Giles was in Watcher training, he
remembered hearing rumors of a healing spell that was so strong
it could cure even paralysis and other major medical problems.
Now Giles and Sonya's main quest, aside from training Xander, was
to find that spell, if it existed. If it was real, it was very
well hidden. The Council looked down on anyone using magic spells
with power of that magnitude for obvious reasons.
But there was one problem with Giles' quest
to keep Sonya alive -- well, one main problem. She wasn't
convinced that she needed to stay alive. Sonya had been a bit
bipolar after the accident. Sometimes she cried in Giles' arms,
begging him to help her learn to live again now that she wasn't
whole. Other times, Sonya got angry, trashing the house the two
of them shared and demanding that he kill her so the next Slayer
could be called.
It was a never-ending balancing act that
always kept Giles on his toes between the Slayer and the Council.
Giles drew his thoughts back to reality and the boy standing in
front of him. He realized his tone had been sharp, and Giles knew
that he didn't always show Xander enough gratitude or respect.
Xander was all that kept Giles' balancing act from collapsing in
ruins. Softening his tone, Giles said awkwardly, "I'm afraid
that something dire happened after you separated from her after
patrolling, or that she's done something dire herself. She's been
gone all night. Sometimes she shows a predilection to do that, so
I did not worry until I got here. But when she stays out she
always checks in with me here in the morning."
Xander's face went from placid to worried
in a split-second. Giles knew that Sonya and Xander had become
friends of a sort during their training periods together, and the
librarian was glad for the ally in finding the missing girl.
"Don't worry, Giles. I'll find her," Xander vowed,
determination evident in his voice and in the set of his jaw.
Then he turned and headed for the doors at a run.
"Good luck," Giles called.
"Don't worry about school. If anyone notices, I'll cover for
you, and let me know what has happened as soon as you get
back."
Part Three
The underground cavern that had once housed
the Master's lair was no more. Huge rocks blocked the entrance to
anyone that happened to come that way. Sonya Parker sat staring
at the stones with a dazed expression on her face. There was no
sound in the dark passage except that of her fingers restlessly
tapping on the arms of her wheelchair. As she stared straight
ahead, memories flashed through her mind, memories from a time
when she hadn't needed this damned wheelchair...
---Beginning of Flashback---
Sonya was stalking her prey with an ease
and grace that only the Chosen One could possess. She had
followed the female vampire all across town, trying to figure out
what the creature was up to. Finally, Sonya had tracked her here,
to this old, run down tree house on the far side of town. She
waited until the vampire had disappeared inside the doorway
before she began climbing the ladder after her, careful not to
make the slightest sound. Once she neared the top, she heard
voices...
"Willow? Is that you?" a male
asked tentatively. His voice was raw and scratchy, as if he'd
just been crying.
"Of course it's me, silly. Who else
would it be?" purred a new voice, obviously the vampire that
Sonya had been tracking across town.
"But... I thought you were
dead..." Now there was a definite sense of doubt and even
fear in the male's voice. Sonya nodded to herself. Whoever he
was, the guy was no fool. He sensed that something was amiss.
"I'm not dead, Xander," replied
the vampire in a seductive whisper, "I'll never be
dead."
"Wha...?"
"And I'm here to give you that same
gift. We can be together, Xander. Don't you see? We can be
together forever, literally. All you have to do is say yes,
Xander. Just one little word and everything will be OK
again..."
Sonya decided that she had heard enough.
Quickly climbing up the last few steps, Sonya pulled herself up
into the tree house and came face to face with the redheaded
demon. "Slayer!" she hissed, quickly changing into her
true face, "You'll die for this intrusion!"
Sonya grinned, pulling a stake out of her
jacket sleeve. "I think not."
The vampire, Willow was what the guy had
called her, looked down at the stake with real fear in her yellow
eyes. Looking back at her intended prey, she proclaimed,
"I'll be back for you, Xander." Then she looked at
Sonya, who only raised an eyebrow and lifted the stake higher.
Growling, Willow viscously pushed Sonya
down and made a beeline for the door, leaping to the ground and
running away as fast as her demon legs could carry her.
Sonya considered going after the vampire,
but then her eyes landed on the boy huddled in the corner of the
tree house. Sighing, she decided to let the vampire get away and
took a step toward the boy. "Are you okay?"
He didn't seem to hear her. His eyes were
un-focused and he seemed to be in a state of shock. All he could
do was wrap his arms around his knees, rock back and forth and
murmur over and over again, "Oh, God. Willow. Oh, God."
Sonya groaned inwardly. Great, now I
have to deal with this basket case when I should be chasing that
vampire instead! However, she made sure to plaster a
friendly smile on her face and act like she really cared. Maybe
she'd be able to hand him off to Giles and let the librarian
handle this. Then she'd be able to finally get back to work.
---End of Flashback---
Sonya smiled to herself. Her first meeting
with Xander had been less than impressive. If someone had told
her then that the boy she'd saved would one day take over her
duties as Slayer and go on to become her closest friend, she
wouldn't have believed them. But he had.
Sonya looked down at her arms, tracing a
finger over the thin line of scar tissue that ran from her wrist
up to her elbow on each one. And he had done more than just be
her friend, hadn't he? He'd even saved her life.
Xander was running. Tombstones flashed by
him as he ran through the graveyard as fast as he possibly could.
Once he reached the mausoleum, Xander skidded to a halt. He
pushed open the heavy oak doors and made his way inside, heading
for the door at the back of the structure. The chains that used
to keep the back door closed had long since been removed, so
Xander had no trouble making his way into the tunnels that ran
underground.
As he walked through the dark passages,
many different thoughts flitted through his mind, each one
presenting a new scenario involving Sonya's death. As his
imagination continued to run wild, Xander quickened his pace,
something inside him telling him to hurry.
He rounded a corner and almost ran right
into the wheelchair sitting in front of him. The woman sitting in
the chair didn't look up or acknowledge his presence in any way.
As he watched the gentle rise and fall of her chest, relieved to
see that she was indeed still alive, he remembered a similar time
in their lives. However, the last time he'd found her here, she'd
been lying unconscious on the ground, blood from two, gaping,
self-inflicted wounds puddling around her and coating her hair in
its sticky redness.
He had taken her to the hospital
immediately and then spent the entire night sitting by her
bedside as the machines keeping her alive made soft beeping and
whirling noises, not knowing whether or not she was going to
live. That had been one of the scariest times of his young life.
Xander placed a gentle hand on the
brunette's shoulder, softly inquiring, "Sonya? Are you
okay?"
At first she didn't respond. Then, she
slowly seemed to come out of her daze and looked up at him with
tears in her eyes. "It's been an entire year, Xand. A whole
year..."
Suddenly, Xander understood. A year ago
today, she had lost the use of her legs in this very place and
thereby changed the course of both of their lives. Not saying a
word because no words were needed between them at this juncture,
Xander simply reached down and picked her up, cradling her in his
arms as she cried out her anger and frustration on his shoulder.
After a few moments, he set her back down
in the wheelchair and then pushed Sonya out of this place and to
his car, setting her gently in the passenger side seat. She was
still crying, though not as much as before, and he took that as a
good sign. After folding the wheelchair and placing it in the
back of his jeep, Xander got into the driver's seat and began the
long drive back to the high school at a considerably slower pace
than he'd been driving before.
Once they reached the high school, Xander
parked the car directly behind the library and killed the engine,
turning to face Sonya. She had long since stopped crying and was
in the process of wiping her eyes and reapplying her makeup.
"Are you ready to go in?" he asked, giving her hand a
gentle squeeze.
She nodded, sniffling a little bit.
"Yeah. I'm ready."
Xander didn't reply, but instead he got out
of the car and reached in back to retrieve her wheelchair,
setting it by her side. Then he picked her back up and got her
situated in her chair, closing and locking the car up behind
them. As Sonya adjusted her cross necklace around her neck,
Xander pushed her toward the back doors of the school and into
the hallway. "You have Home Ec this period, right?" he
asked as he wheeled her down the deserted halls.
"Yeah, but it's way too late for me to
go. The class is almost over by now."
Xander nodded, "Okay, then we can just
go to lunch early so we can beat the crowds."
Sonya grinned, "You may need to beat
the crowds, but I don't. They just let me go to the front of the
line because they feel like they're obligated to, which doesn't
bother me much."
"Don't gloat," Xander retorted,
"It's not becoming."
Sonya laughed, "So says the man who
made an art form out of it!"
"I do NOT gloat," Xander replied
defensively. Seeing Sonya's raised eyebrow, he added,
"...much." Suddenly, Xander stopped walking mid-step
and groaned loudly, slapping a hand to his forehead. "Oh,
no!"
"What?" Sonya asked, concerned.
"I forgot all about my Chemistry
homework while I was tracking you down. Mr. Franklin will kill me
if I don't turn it in today!" Giving Sonya an apologetic
smile, he said, "I've gotta go back to my locker for my
Chem. book so I can finish the assignment. I'll meet you in front
of the cafeteria in a few minutes, okay?"
Sonya nodded, "That's fine. After all,
I am a big girl. I can take care of myself, you know,
Harris."
"Well, you could've fooled me,"
Xander replied, grinning to let Sonya know that he was only
joking with her. As he headed off down the hallway, he called
back over his shoulder, "I'll see ya in a few minutes,
Wheels!"
Once Xander got to his locker, he quickly
dialed the combination and grabbed his book, slamming the locker
door shut behind him and taking off down the hall just as the
bell signaling the end of fourth period began to ring.
Xander groaned to himself. Great,
he thought, soon these halls are going to be full of kids
heading to lunch and I'll never be able to find Sonya!
Xander quickened his pace, hoping to beat
the crowds.